extended blacklist

- obsessive love especially stalking and yanderes.
- in depth talk of mahiru shiina's murder
- sudden loud noises (warn me beforehand)

squicks

- the lyrics to mahiru shiina's first trial music video "this is how to be in love with you"
- the name bri/brielle
- nursing homes (jokes like "ok grandpa let's get you back to the nursing home" are ok just not in depth talk please)
- audio of women yelling angrily (mothers in particular)
- talk of parents walking out on their kids
- if you're going to play mahiru's cover of psychogram in vc, please warn me beforehandText

media related

- don't hate extremely on any of the mes
- by extension be careful what you say about 03 or 10's cases i'm a little insane
- any pairing in pjsekai that isnt ruikasa or akitoya
- keichi, kuroshu, keito x souma, kuro x souma, or kaosou
- any futa pairing that isn't in 030910. i'm more lenient on this when it comes to kotoko but don't talk about 0610 to me too much
- esmu + es or any prisoner romantically
- 0103
- kel/basil
- itaban
- the cg of shinji kasai's death (sdra2) + shinyuki

insane shit

this is a list of me in medias. there's a couple unlisteds, dm me for full list.
do note that it's very hard for me to tell the difference between episodes and actual delusions, so some characters may go back and forth between categories.

me in media:
akito shinonome, futa kajiyama, kuro kiryu, itaru chigasaki, raihan (pokemon)

these ones are me all the time, the ones in bolded italics are major attachments - do NOT refer to anyone else as me and tag it if you do, it makes me paranoid. i don't like hate on any of these characters, but please be very careful how you talk about these two in particular.

episodes:

kotoko yuzuriha, es (milgram), kel (omori), shinji kasai, and gebura (lobotomy corporation)

these ones are strictly episodic but the line becomes especially blurry with the two from milgram. i'll usually refer to these ones as me, and if you're talking about kotoko or es i would like if you referred to them as me too. you don't have to do this with shinji, kel, and gebura.

where you can find me

instagram: ftkjym (spam) + sparkingblaze (editing if i ever go back to it lol)

twitter: sparkingblaze (main) + samfausts (priv)
i also run akitoquotebot, shihoquotebot, es_qtbot, and egoisticheroes (my own quote bot)

tiktok: gekkoukitan

other important things

i’m dating skye and i love star very much :) i indentify as a trans ftm bi man!

i have autism, adhd, anxiety, and i believe i suffer from some form of derealization/depersonalization so please bear with me

i tend to get very excited over interests and if the infodumping gets to be too much for you please tell me

i'm the butt of a lot of jokes which is okay i think it's funny but if it goes on for awhile or gets harsh please use tone tags with me

i zone out a lot on vc if i go quiet that's why

i tend to have episodes where i believe i'm not real or i forget who i am. i don't open up about these very often but if i do mention it the best course of action is to just reassure me i'm real and to stay with me.

if it seems like i'm struggling with something but don't say anything don't try to force it out of me. i don't think anyone here would do this but while i do struggle a lot with bottling things up i have to come to terms with speaking about it on my own terms